Tee: ASOS {similar here and here}, Denim: Rocking Republic {similar here and here},
Ankle Boots: Vince Camuto {similar here}
Well....judging by the tee you can see that we've had a lot going on the past few months:)
This bitty bump didn't happen overnight. It actually took lots of planning,
and trying.....a year to be exact.
I've never been at a point in my life where I
didn't have control of the next step. College-yes. Job- yes. Marriage-yes.
Baby-yes. But month after month passes....and still no baby. Negative test after negative test.
And you begin to wonder if you're broken {and boy, is that a crummy feeling}.
I never realized before how precious fertility is. It really is such a gift.
So we continued to pray......and wait. I'll admit, this was the first time that I really began
to question God. I had a strong desire to be a mom, a desire that I knew was from Him.
So what are we waiting on here, God? And He would always tell me: "My timing is perfect."
So we kept praying...and waiting {did I mention this is not my strong suit?}.
And finally, literally on month number 12...on an early summer morning....that little test came back positive. My mom always told me that when I became pregnant, I would look back over the past few months and see how everything worked together to be just as it should. And she's right {hate when that happens}, it does.
Maybe God wanted me to grow up a little bit, maybe He was waiting for just the right little egg,
or maybe He wanted me to realize it's not about me...it's about Him.
All I know, is that His timing really is perfect.
